Intuition
Rotted at the core due to initial connections of criminal and violent intention, one may find themselves picked and dropped like rotten fruit, cussed out and played off, and left to wonder on the purpose of idealism.
With minimal compliment or reward, the gravity will only build stronger. The sentiment of providing a positive contribution, when absent, will lead to someone along the chain feeling like a doormat and seeing you as quite the snake, and the cussing and cynicism begins all over again.
Having had the chance to ring around to feeling connected enough to be part of the heartbeat of life, its one hell of a drop in the event the drop occurs. To allow one's naturalistic and intrapersonal intelligence as methodology to lift off again and again can make one jilted, so to have the chance to run out and take in fresh faces and environments may be the wiser option considering the firsts supposition of success didn't live up to the moment.
Post trauma is a topic that needs to be delved deep into with care to sensitivity of the fact it is the very feel for life itself that is being tinkered with. To have released all one's skeletons out the closet, and left to ponder their own existence upon realising how much emptier they now feel, only provides for a craving of empathy. For the misery to have company.
And so we build. Here is a release that has funnily enough made me feel the same way since putting it out. Call it a lack of gratitude, compliment or reward - I'll still pick myself up for another round. True to the concept!
Alex Mewton - Shanghaid Sevillyan
My one man band, me and myself only. Also available through Rdio, Spotify and Rhapsody. Enjoy considerably, with the writes if you like
With minimal compliment or reward, the gravity will only build stronger. The sentiment of providing a positive contribution, when absent, will lead to someone along the chain feeling like a doormat and seeing you as quite the snake, and the cussing and cynicism begins all over again.
Having had the chance to ring around to feeling connected enough to be part of the heartbeat of life, its one hell of a drop in the event the drop occurs. To allow one's naturalistic and intrapersonal intelligence as methodology to lift off again and again can make one jilted, so to have the chance to run out and take in fresh faces and environments may be the wiser option considering the firsts supposition of success didn't live up to the moment.
Post trauma is a topic that needs to be delved deep into with care to sensitivity of the fact it is the very feel for life itself that is being tinkered with. To have released all one's skeletons out the closet, and left to ponder their own existence upon realising how much emptier they now feel, only provides for a craving of empathy. For the misery to have company.
And so we build. Here is a release that has funnily enough made me feel the same way since putting it out. Call it a lack of gratitude, compliment or reward - I'll still pick myself up for another round. True to the concept!
Alex Mewton - Shanghaid Sevillyan
My one man band, me and myself only. Also available through Rdio, Spotify and Rhapsody. Enjoy considerably, with the writes if you like
